Already. Goodness. Soon it will be snowing. Seriously I’m expecting it to snow sometime before Halloween. It usually does every year, and from what I’m hearing it’s going to be another long, cold winter.
I’ve pretty much abandoned this blog like I’ve done for the past couple months or so. Aside from a halter ordered for Valentine…
… I, once again, haven’t been up to very much.
While my wrists aren’t in constant, throbbing pain like they were a few weeks back, they still hurt me when I use them too much. I’m at a loss at what to do really… and I don’t know what it IS, aside from pain. It’s very frustrating.
My overly-dramatic mind keeps jumping to the “future,” wondering if this is something that’s going to haunt me for the rest of my life. I’ve been thinking about going back to school, but what I’m thinking of studying involves computer work and repetitive movements of the wrists. Ah! Just perfect right? Let’s get a degree in something I may not be able to do later on down the road! Yay!
I need to stop thinking worst-case scenario and be realistic.
But what if that IS realistic? And why do I let myself get so worked up about it?
Going back to school stresses me out enough as it is. I need to learn how to relax and not freak out over things that may not actually happen.
All that aside, I’m here still. Lurking, reading… occasionally posting stuff on MH$P… *cough* ^_^ Hope you all are well.